Study
How can I explain my heart,
When I’ve studied silently like art…
I had to break free from everything judging me…
Another’s mental anguish pulling on my insecurities,
I thought it was love
Until I faced reality,
Love don’t drain your abilities…
She was a wish I hoped for,
Like Rapunzel,
In the meantime I
Studied her mental
Through seasons fall and spring leaves
I aced her blindly…
Knowing more than what seems,
Hoping one day she’ll speak her heart to me,
Nobody can tell me love isn’t flowing through my veins
Love…loves patiently
Here I am waiting in the rain…
Like my favorite subject
I want to understand her
Studying her every topic
As far as
Knowing the name on her birth certificate,
To the softness behind her smile,
Into the intellects of her mind
I studied what I want to define…
No more illusions
Between calm seasons
I feel like love
Blowing through trees
Trying to hang on from erratic flames
Flames wanting to burn our leaves
I sit in prayers of you rescuing me…
In the mist of unwanted chaos
She became my required research,
To learn all of her
Studying her every gesture
To one day love her in pleasure,
Passing every test
As my daily lesson…
I studied before my heart was invested,
Before speaking in several love languages…
Seated front row in her class,
It’s easy to do the math
Embodying her history
Hoping to love her peacefully
The only thing left,
Is for her to study me…
When the truth is written… Study the truth… I just want to live in peace…I’m not like no other! #study 💜🏳️🌈🫶🏾💋
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