No Queendom Pretending
Through remote vision
Your eyes see me as invisible…
Sweetheart, I’ve fought battles to be freed from heartache,
I gasp at the idea of entertaining any thoughts of being fake…
I’ve outgrown the make believe life of pretending,
I’ll let go of love if we’re not ascending…
See, I deserve to be seen in your life as I exist
Undeserving of pretending your not connected to me
When I’m the coffee with plenty of cream you fiend for in the mornings…
See, I could never treat you like a tool, using you
I won’t write our story if our love doesn’t come true,
These words from my heart bleed real thoughts
Soul simmering in real emotional knots…
I cringe at the thought of my soulful musing wasted,
Everything I do is with good intentions…
Love, being the victory of my mission…
I want us to bask in the essence of brunch dates,
Leading to conversations in the park,
Weekdays in bookstores,
Admiring words of art…
I know your desire to feel my silky skin
Palpate the deepest fibers of your being…
Entering the burrow of things getting deeper
Whispering freaky things in your ear,
Into late night moans being all we hear…
I prophesied your vision of my tongue spelling words on your abs you’ve never seen,
Exercising definitions of love
Mentality licking the lady box…squeaky clean…
I’m worthy of laying in consciousness of your feelings for me,
Since my voice waters you
Within these growing seeds,
I deserve intimacy…
A serenade of mutual flowers
Worth dancing in your frequency…
Inhaling euphoric trees after all-night love sessions…
My eminence valuable to let your ego go
To show the world I’m the one feeding your soul…
I deserve…real love,
I refuse the notion of nurturing our roots with my muse not in my view
Stuck in endless waiting for dreams to come true…
If you refuse to love me
I deserve to strut away in my freedom
I can’t settle for less
When I deserve to be the Queen in your Queendom…
💜🏳️🌈💋🙏🏾 #noqueendompretending
Written by Shana A. ©️
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