I Can’t Pretend
It’s time I…say what I got to say,
I feel like I’m…being tested
How many more lessons
I don’t want to pretend,
I’m ready to love you everyday…
I shot so many shots the barrel seems empty
I’m so ready to unleash this…Wonder Woman synergy
Across the curves of your body
How do I get there when neither one of us are talking…
Our universes collided
Into one magnificent galaxy,
Yet…you’re still so far away from me…
How do I get there,
I feel like
Your my ocean…far, far away from my surface,
Stars in my eyes
Unreachable to the prize,
Faith is testing
So many women orbiting
Is choosing me…your only focus…
I want be the…only woman to arouse your senses,
The only woman…holding your attention…
I’m trying to be your…sunshine
unclouded by your absence,
Your Beyoncé in Jay Z pen power of substance…
Having each other’s backs like, Bonnie & Clyde
A limitless love
On a low-key Universal ride…
I don’t want to pretend
I’m not rising in love with you
Like old schools songs
I want to tell you how I feel about you,
No shyness, no judgment
Just laying in the beauty of truthful feelings…
Unhidden, in the intimacy of our wisdom…
I want you…drawn to me like bees to pollen,
Like best friends, turned into romantic lovers,
I wanna talk until time doesn’t matter
Because it feels so good to hear each other’s laughter…
I want to feel complete in the safety of your energy
When our souls emerge the delicacy of intimacy…
I want…long drives in the mist of a lyrical sunrise,
I want…walks on the beach when the rain splash us with the tide,
I want small arguments that turn into erotic moments,
I never want to…wonder what you’re thinking
I want to live in your soul
So our love never go missing…
I want love in the highest peak it can be
When I make you smile by being the best version of me,
I don’t require much
Just speak to me,
Don’t slap me with no response
Without getting to know me…
I want us to…build a lesbian bond unshakable
Clouds in heaven…a rainbow unbreakable,
You’ll learn
All I desire is you,
and I no longer want to pretend…I don’t love you… 💜🫶🏾🏳️🌈 #icantpretend
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